There are so many people who “used” to believe in God.
Who used to go to church and pray and read the Bible. But then some bad stuff happened in their lives, and stuff didn’t really end up the way they should have, and now they have no use for that Jesus garbage.
It’s crazy how much we view God as a casino slot machine. We slip the coins in and after spending a bit of time, we expect some payback.
Or maybe another analogy would be our car. We gas it, clean it, and change the oil. And we expect that it will take us from point A to point B. When it doesn’t, we look for a problem. Is it out of gas? Does it need a new belt or transmission? Can I invest more money in it so that it continues to do what it should?
God doesn’t work that way.
It doesn’t matter how good you are. It doesn’t matter if you keep all your rules, give lots of money away, or read a verse every day. There is no guarantee that you will not experience suffering, in some form or another.
In fact, Jesus said to expect suffering.
Yes, the laws of the harvest apply (if you sow, then you will reap) and there are principles of blessing that are true.
But here’s the stickler.
God is more concerned with the health of our heart, spirit and soul than he is the health of our body and bank account.
If going through pain, loss, hardship, or persecution will end up making us closer to Him, then He’ll allow it, and use it for His glory and our good.
It’s funny. We read about Jesus’ life and all that he struggled through. We read of the Apostle’s beatings and even deaths. We know of the martyrs and the history of persecution in the church.
And yet..
When we feel the slightest pinch of discomfort, how often do we pull up our mental checklist to see if we’ve been reading our Bible, praying, and giving like we should? Or at least attending church now and then. Then we either pat ourselves on the back or resolve to fix things before stuff really goes bad so that we have our butts covered.
But if things continue to go downhill? Oh, we’re angry. After all, didn’t we uphold our end of the agreement? Is this what we deserve after doing the “right” things and being so “good”? We rage against the unfairness of the situation.
And then we question if God is good.
Because, in our minds, a good God would save not only our soul, but our marriage, health, finances, relationships, mortgage and anything else we deem important.
We make up this meaning of who God should be. We make an idol, and we worship it, then hate it when it fails us.
God is not a genie in a bottle. He’s not a grandfather in the sky with pockets full of peppermint candy. He’s not an angry, yelling father doling out punishments.
We can’t really understand suffering and trials and all the horrid stuff that happens in this life until we understand who God is.
And, who He isn’t.
Tags: Christianity, religion, spirituality